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you can do whatever your wants with the below text, if you just printed it like an article and made it not be like a interview i would love it, but i trust your awesome powers, i tried to make it read like a story or a letter, i hope you like it!!!!
Portrait of the one who Helps Future Genies and Alfe into the world.
As I child my father told me that "life was suffering,
according to Buddha, and this is the meaning of life." He left out the
important catch line that follows "life is suffering", that being "the
cause of suffering is desire."Unfortunately I think my dad was saying life
was hopeless.
Anyway, that was then and this is now or should
I say that was zen and this is now. Science, art, and spirituality
are the same thing in my life. All guide me to dance with the major issues
in our reality like, what, where, when how. I really enjoy the answers
things like science, Buddhism/Godism, and artistic visions provide. However,
like the questions they bring up more. I hope to refine my mind to embody
amazing questions and not superficial data.
Desire can ruin art, science, or love.
If a scientist strives to get a particular result
from an experiment to prove a theory right, she/he may do things to influence
the results thus ruining the entire quest.(history shows this time and
time again) If a kid just wants to be a rock star or if a lonely man dreams
of becoming a famous "dude" who captures the modern relationship on paper
yet lives in a bleak tomorrow, chances are his art or music will be a reflection
of his insecure attempts at validating his life through the comfort of
shallow ego sex.
I make no judgement of these trends. I will love
all. But..People are doing these things.
They say to master comics one must become invisible,
then stop drawing comics forever, only letting the comics draw themselves.
God does not like comics that come from the motives
of the ego.
It is important to use a filter to weed out the
illusion.
A filter that reshapes thoughts while balances
sincerity and originality is perfect.
I just saw the best godzilla movie, the way he beats the bad monster is by flying feet first horizontal with his tail dragging on the ground, then hitting the monster with his feet. I don't get to see many of these movies, however I feel I have experienced an important facet of them, that being the cute honor godzilla em-big-e-fies. I like how godzilla is beautiful. I would like to see Gamera in a movie.
My favorite books are
Science:
About Time, Paul Davies
Dune
Spirituality:
Autobiography of a Yogi, Yogananda
Dune
Art:
Oaf/Maggots/Oldburg/Goldust, Brinkman, Chppendale,
Goldburg, Drain
Dune
All these books skim the surface of the issues. Recently I had to pack up everything and throw a lot of stuff out, it was then I realized the power of these books.
I like to draw. I like to draw while diner is cooking, while I am waiting for someone, or when watching tv. At work I used to never do work and just draw in flash. I like to draw when someone has rented a movie, and I have already seen the movie like 3 kings, but I draw while watching it, I like to draw while laying down half propped up by covers. Do You? Then I take the drawings to kinkos. There I touch them up and lay them out, then copy them. I like to copy them in many cool ways, like using different colored paper, or reducing them in size. There is nothing I like to do more then to draw then copy the drawings. Then I give the copied drawings to friends. I wish there was a rival gang in my town that also made books of copies. I really do, I think I would enjoy beating them. I do not do self promotion other than wanting to give as many books to many people as I can. Just to piss of the rival gang, I don't like to sell things. I want you to have stuff so you can either be part of my gang, or start you own gang to inspire me to become stronger, and to then beat your gang. I will. My gangs include Paper Radio and Paper Rad. I will totally destroy your gang's copies. Unless you are Fort Thunder, they are the strongest gang, I pay homage and sacrifice my honor humbly to their complete and superior reign.
B.T.W. I do not like to have social friends or social activities. I want 100% of me to be devoted to God and/or art or science.
Epiphanies:
This is awesome now!
I control my emotions.
Everything is light, everything is something or/not
nothing, nothing is
evil.
My ego was making me do bad things
My dreams predict the future, and the past.
I have found prove of magic!
I can do anything
I can do nothing
p.s.
I am 100% happy with my life. I pray that if I
was fighting in a war I could be at peace with my surroundings. Thus I
say thanks, and do things better and bigger. I know what to do. I
am going to do it. I have no doubts.
So to my father I say my own Zen (calendar) quote:
The mind is the slayer of the real.
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